Thought I loved you

Sometimes I wish you were here 

And that's why there is a falling tear

I can't believe I loved you

I can't believe you thought I did too.

That wasn't for real 

I now wish I couldn't feel 

I used to wonder if it would last

But now, it's too late

I am so gone and we are so done 

I can't do this 

I wish I went back to the first kiss 

I knew something was wrong 

I dragged it on too long

I swear I didn't use you

But you might have too

I don't know 

This was probably all just a show 

It's finally at it's fall

No more running for cover.

I miss you

I miss you more than 

words can describe,

I miss you more now that 

You're not in my life.

I miss you more than the 

skies are blue,

I miss you more than the 

world is true.

I miss you "oh" so much

Can't you see,

I miss you so much

but now you are not with me 

I miss your smile, your laugh

and your corny jokes,

I even miss your smell and 

your sense of style,

I miss how you used to 

get all bug- eyed.

I miss your voice  and the 

sweetness when you sand,

I even miss when we used to fight

I miss you now more than anything.

I miss your hair and that

night we played truth or dare,

I even miss how you used to care,

i miss those days we would 

ride around.

Talk endless hours about being bound.

I miss how we used to play

fight with each other everyday.

I miss those long slow

kisses in the day,

How'd you cuddle with

me in every way.

I miss you now more than 

I can express 

I miss you and how you

used to impress.

I miss your eyes for 

now and when,

I'll miss you tell the time

is thin.

So typical

This is so typical, isn't this ?

There's a lot we often miss;

a vacant space to waste

daydreaming on easy, lazy days.

There are people we often take for granted 

Being busy has kept us separated.

Then we start freaking out when

It's time for them to go.

"please, stay" ! We often beg them so.

"Stay another day,

even if you still have to go away.

one more hug, one last kiss,

Just one final, momentary bliss?"

This is so typical, don't you think?

Oh, how many regrets and much

despair it brings.

Will there always be that little chance

for us to only repent and make amends?  

                                                            by Shayan Sengupta

To the world.

What do you mean to the world? 

I don't know, to be honest 

What do you mean to those around you ?

That's different

You're someone to care for 

You're someone to laugh with 

To cry with 

But you should not become someone 

to be missed.

It'll pass 

But I know it doesn't feel like it 

But it's not easy

But I know you can do it.

You have self-worth

At least you should 

Because you sure as hell have worth

to those who know you.

If you can worry someone as much as me 

Then you have a reason to live.

If someone gives a damn

That's reason enough

If someone cares about you 

Then you have a purpose 

To live happily 

So you can both be happy.
                                               by Shayan Sengupta