Blood bound

I can hold my breathe 

And commit to death

I can hold my heart 

And vow it to you 

I can close my eyes 

And promise to see

But my blood bound organs 

They may not agree.  

                                       -Shayan sengupta

Strange dreams

I've dreamed about you a lot

recently 

you were talking and walking again

like the way used to be.

Is it only me,

or are you trying to say something ?

you've lost the ability,

and prison is the form of your now

harsh reality.

I didn't want to wake up all too soon,

knowing I'd cry again.

When will god ever spare the pain?

They all say those dreams could mean 

anything,

Yet now I'm too afraid to think.

Strange dreams,

don't confuse me.

I'm already  perplexed by reality.

Are you predictions of the future that be,

or a warning sign of what I might not

like to see?

Either way,

I'll still have to face every possibility.

This silence is killing me

This silence is killing me 

oh my dear 

hear this clear.

Why have you forgotten me,

Why must it be my soul that bleeds..

Once I knew this girl,

Let her in my world,

She smiled and made me so happy,

Then stopped it all and never got back

at me,

This silence is killing me

I wrote her many times,

Still I got no replies.

Not a single word,

Was I that unheard,

I poured out my soul to her,

Still nothing now my mind still stirs,

No reply

Nothing

This silence is killing me.