Monday, 27 November 2017

Pardon me

How beautiful was our meeting.
We don't talk today and no greeting.
What's my fault? I won't be repeating.
Maybe I'm a bad person in treating.

Pardon me.
It's all my fault.
I deserve to be taken down by an assault.
I'll just keep all the emotions in my vault.

I don't know how to live in this silence.
I don't have anybody for guidance.
Bad thoughts are killing me with their sirens.
Silence is killing me like a computer virus.

The night becomes an enemy.
Perhaps this was my destiny.
But I keep searching for a remedy.
Your old voice messages are the only melody.
I'm falling into the dark pit endlessly.
I keep searching for hope desperately.

Pardon me. please.....
I'm sorry. I expected too much.
I just wanted to be in touch.
Maybe you're holding a grudge.

This sudden silence is killing me.
Just experience it from your loved ones and you'll see.

For me there's no tomorrow
Cause there's only sorrow.


Friday, 24 November 2017

Cancer

Have you ever known true pain?
Pain from the inside that threatens to
tear out your intestines.
Pain so fierce, that deep down you wish
you were dead.
Have you ever known what it's like to
have your red cells turn to white?
The sure sign of death lying in waiting
disguise.
Have you ever known what it feels like
to loose your hair?
Going bald at the scalp, ridden with fear
Have you ever known what it's like to
watch your loved ones die?
Afraid to loose them on this winter's night.
Have you ever known what it's like to be
told you've lost the fight?
That your days were numbered, that
you'll only see a few nights,
Have you ever known what it's like to
not know where you're going on the
other side?
To have your have heart stop beating. To take
your last breath.
Have you ever known what it's like to
recite your last words on your death bed?
Have you ever known what it is like to
loose the battle, the ultimate fight for
life?
Still we complain for our life.

Monday, 20 November 2017

Studies

Everything starts with the alphabet.
To the child they seem like complex threat.
Ka, kha, gha, ABC two different character set.
shame that I can't recite the Hindi one yet.
Then comes the rhymes .
You have recite to them many times.
Reciting is an art that shines.
"Machli jal ki raani hai" that's so true.
"Baa, Baa, Black sheep" you belong to zoo.
"Twinkle twinkle little star" towards you birds flew.
"Hum panchi unmukt gagan ke" release them to sky blue.

Then comes the math full of fun.
Students are happy to solve them even homework is in ton.
Maths was like a video game for me, Which I always won.
Soon we had to calculate the velocity of bullet from gun.
It became harder and harder that many wanted to run.
Then alphabets jumped into maths and gave electrifying stun.
Solving them sometimes made my burn like the core of sun.

Then comes the Continuous and Comprehensive Evaluation.
Projects, assignments makes our home a creative workstation.
Some lick teacher's feet for better gradation.
Some work hard and earn grades with elation.

Streams are given, then starts the rat race.
Success is the star and outcome of the chase.
Slowing down and failing have no place.
There are many distractions that you want to erase.
But no matter how hard you try they'll remain some trace.
Time runs faster than ever in this confined space.
You'll be stuck if you don't catch up with pace.

Then the long journey of school ends
Now life will be full of new bends.
Everyone will wear masks and make new amends.
Hiding who they really are to the greatest extends.
.
Then the student is in the ocean of different degrees.
Trying to choose a way to crack their keys.
For the passionate everything else with freeze.
While others may live at ease.

The journey may be life spending.
Cause the quest for knowledge is never ending.
There's always something that's left pending.
but don't loose hope. You should always be ascending.
Fear is the thing which should be descending.   
Cause it's better to be contending
than lying down and just wasting time pretending.


Friday, 17 November 2017

Looser

What more do you want from me
When the past is proof of my love you see
I don't have the courage to run free
from this pain forever, oh let it be
How much longer will I be able to live without thee,
I'm locked in sea of sorrows and there's no key.

Now don't go around bragging, no
That you've stolen my heart, I'm left with woe.
And I have nothing more to show.
Yes, I'm the looser without a glow.
The one who has given you everything though.
I'm in deep agony and feeling low.
Please don't stop me let the tears flow.

I can no longer continue this.
This is my end, I no longer posses any bliss.
I'm a pessimist. If you care shut me up with a kiss.
Please realize your value in my life, oh miss.

I'm trying to resist the strange love's sensation.
It chills over my skin and feels like sedation.
freezes me up like a winter of hill station.
you gaze and ignore me with no hesitation.
Even our friendship has lost its foundation.

I should let you go.
I better die slow.

If one time you could......__
oh leave it. just remember for you I stood.

Tuesday, 14 November 2017

Rescue

You appeared in my path
Like a formula in a problem of math
Just in the moment, sorrow gave me bloodbath
I was sailing in a boat where ocean was full of wrath

I saw your eyes in the ferocious sea.
Deeper than the depth of pacific sea.
Suddenly all sorrows were gone and I was free. 
Crescent moon was the witness when "I' changed to "We".

Now you say you're going.
In such a cowardly manner without knowing
Yes, I have fallen in love and bowing.
Please silence this loneliness which is growing.

You came to me life to rescue me
but now you abandon me like a deserted island in sea.
No please, oh no , please don't flee.
lets talk and remember the good times with a cup of tea.

I will fall into the pit of sorrow again.
I don't want to feel this pain.
Soon I won't be sane.
storm will come through my eyes with heavy rain.

Use me, but do not leave me.
I'm falling and I'm down to my knee.

I will embody this loneliness alone.
So I'm a wreck in the end? abandoned and thrown.
Now how useless is my phone!
And I wish it should be blown.

Please come back angel eyes
and release me from this loneliness which ties.
stay with me, I wont tell any lies.
you're leaving me? maybe for you I wasn't wise.

Friday, 10 November 2017

Pizza

hand tossed, thin crust, cheese burst.
let me remember the ingredients I was well versed.
soft and fresh base comes first.
Then add some cheese else it will taste worst

olives, capsicum, corn.
have some patience, let it cook, I warn.

Oh, I can smell mozzarella cheese.
which is spreading through the breeze.
Oh, I can't wait now serve it please.
Do it quick I'm begging on my knees.
You look like gold so you can tease.

funny it is, your box is square and you are round.
cheese, veggies, ketchup makes you crowned.

let me eat a slice
with cold Cola and ice
this combo increases the taste twice.
add some oregano which increases it to thrice.
sprinkle chili flakes if you want to give it a blend of spice.


Cheese is melting and dripping, Oh that's mouth watering.
I'll eat it all, please don't expect any offering.

When I'm done, my table needs mopping.
Now I will be thinking about next time's topping.
Soon I will visit the market and I'll be shopping.
Crunchy and juicy vegetables which I'll be chopping.
My greed is endless, there's no stopping.

Thursday, 9 November 2017

Our heart wants

Our heart wish that
Good days never goes away
Our heart wants that
We never live without friends ever.  
All day we just talk about sweet things.
we dance, we sing, no worries
let the day drown into fun and happiness.
we shall find this fun everyday in life.

Our heart wish that
We never have a single worry.
Our heart wants that
We live with peace forever.
That no one hurts us ever.
That we never fall sick
We live in a heaven divine
 
But the heart wants what it wants
and life offers what it offers
We have to take it all on our own in the end,
We search for shadows
where our heart gently weeps.

Tuesday, 7 November 2017

The walls of this house

The walls of this house 
Are like the bars of a cage 
The sky outside mocks me 
With it's endless grey
My heart is crying
out to the wind,
And all I want is to 
get away.
But since that night 
When it came and attacked,
And they stole my 
Escape and liberty.
I've been held a prisoner 
And bound with chains,
And I sit alone
In my misery.
It can seize my arms,
And forbid me from leaving,
It can tell me what it is
I should feel 
But it's words and its 
walls only keep me locked up, 
My heart is something
It can never steal
someday I'll find a way
To break free of its gasp
And there won't be a thing
It can do

Although it hates,
And it disapproves.
It can't erase 
A inspiration so true.

It's walls around me 
They only get stronger,
And I wish I could undo
All of my trouble..

And the past is the past
I'm a prisoner now
But someday,
I will win this fight.

Monday, 6 November 2017

Government


Anti corruption, women safety, proper education
could have made our country a leading nation.
People are dying of starvation.
While ministers are having vacation.
Admissions are done by illegal donation.
Before election they talk about salvation
But all we get is dark damnation
Votes are bought with objects of temptation
Children are working on coal mines and gas station
And cabinets are filled with uneducated Dalmatian

We are so far sighted
We talk about space station and get excited.
Oh, come-on feed the hungry and I'll be delighted
we mourn on disasters with candles lighted.

This is not a new story.
Since Independence we are aware of this glory.
Still we don't have proper lavatory
opportunities are there but not for general category.

Revolts and revolutions are quick
just stand tall and throw a brick
But work is slow all we get is kick.
Lotus, hand, broom-stick
All are full of nasty trick
Oh, someone call a doctor my country is sick.



Sunday, 5 November 2017

Shakespeare

Poetry, drama, essays.
Oh how beautiful are your phrase.
I'm inspired like rising blaze.
Comedy, tragedy, you have many ways.
All you deserve is a big praise.

From the "forest of Arden"
to the " Island of Venice".
From the "lust of Egypt"
to the "battlefield of Scotland".
Your field of view is vast.
And so is your cast.
From a "Venetian Moor"
to a "Strumpet's fool".
From a "Young infatuated poet"
to a "Avenger of family"
Such variation can't be seen
Even movies are there for the silver screen
I read "Julius Caesar" when I was just a teen.

Your legacy is quite clear
cause there's no one near
You wrote differently without fear.
Your emotional works brings tear
But your comedies are there to cheer.
Macbeth, Othello , King Lear
Oh! almighty god, Shakespeare.
Poetry, drama, essays.
Oh how beautiful are your phrase.
I'm inspired like rising blaze.
Comedy, tragedy, you have many ways.
All you deserve is a big praise.

From the "forest of Arden"
to the " Islands of Venice".
From the "lust of Egypt"
to the "battlefield of Scotland".
Your field of view is vast.
And so is your cast.
From a "Venetian Moor"
to a "Strumpet's fool".
From a "Young infatuated poet"
to a "Avenger of family"
Such variation can't be seen
Even movies are there for the silver screen
I read "Julius Caesar" when I was just a teen.

Your legacy is quite clear
cause there's no one near
You wrote differently without fear.
Your emotional works brings tear
But your comedies are there to cheer.
Macbeth, Othello , King Lear
Oh! almighty god, Shakespeare.