Uncontrollable

An unconditional love

I can't seen to control it.

It leaves me down

I just want to be alone.

I don't make a sound

Tears fall.

You'll never know they were there

You couldn't see them stream

Darkness was only my comfort,

The feeling of winter.

Tears in the snow that you'll

Never know were there.

Sleep

The silence blasting in my head 

Darkness consuming my every thread.

I want to, but I can't 

Lying still, horizontal back.

Thoughts echoing, driving me insane.

How can people handle this everyday.

In this moment time stands still.

Past, present, and future are revealed 

one second you're somewhere, the

next you're not.

I just want it all to stop.

Can I be that ?

In the winter time, I will be your sun.

Let me fill you with light; I want to be only 

one.

I wan't to be in your arms, baby hold me forever.

Kiss me with your lips, yeah we are stronger

together.

Let me be your sweater when you're cold..

be your tissue when you cry...

I wan't to be your everything and you're the 

reason why.

I wanna have a place, baby let me be your 

Prince.

I'll fill your life with happiness; your life will be 

a dream.

I'm waiting can't you see? Open your eyes!

You already won the race, baby let 

me be your prize.

What's life for ?

What's life for ?

Life for a special occasion.

Which could be full of dramatization.

it could be depressive

or joyful as well.

Aims could be different

But the conclusion should be fun.

Some people live life enormously while

some live like snails.

Life could be prosperous for some

While a burden for others.

Life could be a heaven divine or could

be same as living hell.

So what's life for?

Let the prosperity outshine the

darkness.

Let the positivity finish 

every negativity.

Let your life full of joy.

And throw away every single sorrow.

So, what's life really for ?

Life is a beautiful playground in which we

are just like kids.

If one falls then another helps him to

stand.

Life is a enormous cycle of dependence.

But don't keep depending on others

Create your own path

which others will follow.  

Blood bound

I can hold my breathe 

And commit to death

I can hold my heart 

And vow it to you 

I can close my eyes 

And promise to see

But my blood bound organs 

They may not agree.  

                                       -Shayan sengupta

Strange dreams

I've dreamed about you a lot

recently 

you were talking and walking again

like the way used to be.

Is it only me,

or are you trying to say something ?

you've lost the ability,

and prison is the form of your now

harsh reality.

I didn't want to wake up all too soon,

knowing I'd cry again.

When will god ever spare the pain?

They all say those dreams could mean 

anything,

Yet now I'm too afraid to think.

Strange dreams,

don't confuse me.

I'm already  perplexed by reality.

Are you predictions of the future that be,

or a warning sign of what I might not

like to see?

Either way,

I'll still have to face every possibility.

This silence is killing me

This silence is killing me 

oh my dear 

hear this clear.

Why have you forgotten me,

Why must it be my soul that bleeds..

Once I knew this girl,

Let her in my world,

She smiled and made me so happy,

Then stopped it all and never got back

at me,

This silence is killing me

I wrote her many times,

Still I got no replies.

Not a single word,

Was I that unheard,

I poured out my soul to her,

Still nothing now my mind still stirs,

No reply

Nothing

This silence is killing me.