Can't forget you

It is so hard for me to forget you.

I don't know what should I do.

You moved on with a blew.

And I still don't have any clue.

I'm just lovesick infected with flu.

My nights are like hell.

I'm in deep agony that I can't tell.

Days have become endless well.

I just cry in the corner of a small cell.

Tears are making my heart swell.

I have three words hidden from you not fading away.

This silence is destroying me day by day.

The sky is falling apart like castle of clay.

The moon is crying cause nothing he can say.

His tears are falling on earth like spray.

If you only could know how I feel, I prey.

I can't forget you, cause there's no way.

When I'm with my friends I can laugh

Everything seems okay from their behalf

Although in reality I'm broken half.

When no one sees me I gaze at your photograph.

"Oh dear love where will find another giraffe."

My world is gone and fading away.

If you could see my pain you would stay.

Cause there's no me without you in my day.

Sorrow is the predator and I'm his prey.

Mistake

Another twist in the story .

Don't know my mistake, you left me without a memory.

I was just beginning to fly.

Please give me one chance.

I won't mess up I'm telling you in advance.

I'll try my best to enhance.

Please listen to me.

You told me to give space to become free.

I gave space to thee.

But I never left you, You still have my key.

I don't know what to do. I just surrender.

I really care about you, I'm not just a pretender.

But you took me as an offender.

Whenever you need me, I'll be your attender.

I'm just confused about my mistake.

your sudden words gave me a shake.

I would give up everything so you can take.

Cause our friendship is in stake.

Pardon me

How beautiful was our meeting.

We don't talk today and no greeting.

What's my fault? I won't be repeating.

Maybe I'm a bad person in treating.

Pardon me.

It's all my fault.

I deserve to be taken down by an assault.

I'll just keep all the emotions in my vault.

I don't know how to live in this silence.

I don't have anybody for guidance.

Bad thoughts are killing me with their sirens.

Silence is killing me like a computer virus.

The night becomes an enemy.

Perhaps this was my destiny.

But I keep searching for a remedy.

Your old voice messages are the only melody.

I'm falling into the dark pit endlessly.

I keep searching for hope desperately.

Pardon me. please.....

I'm sorry. I expected too much.

I just wanted to be in touch.

Maybe you're holding a grudge.

This sudden silence is killing me.

Just experience it from your loved ones and you'll see.

For me there's no tomorrow

Cause there's only sorrow.

Cancer

Have you ever known true pain?

Pain from the inside that threatens to

tear out your intestines.

Pain so fierce, that deep down you wish

you were dead.

Have you ever known what it's like to

have your red cells turn to white?

The sure sign of death lying in waiting

disguise.

Have you ever known what it feels like

to loose your hair?

Going bald at the scalp, ridden with fear

Have you ever known what it's like to

watch your loved ones die?

Afraid to loose them on this winter's night.

Have you ever known what it's like to be

told you've lost the fight?

That your days were numbered, that

you'll only see a few nights,

Have you ever known what it's like to

not know where you're going on the

other side?

To have your have heart stop beating. To take

your last breath.

Have you ever known what it's like to

recite your last words on your death bed?

Have you ever known what it is like to

loose the battle, the ultimate fight for

life?

Still we complain for our life.

Studies

Everything starts with the alphabet.

To the child they seem like complex threat.

Ka, kha, gha, ABC two different character set.

shame that I can't recite the Hindi one yet.

Then comes the rhymes .

You have recite to them many times.

Reciting is an art that shines.

"Machli jal ki raani hai" that's so true.

"Baa, Baa, Black sheep" you belong to zoo.

"Twinkle twinkle little star" towards you birds flew.

"Hum panchi unmukt gagan ke" release them to sky blue.

Then comes the math full of fun.

Students are happy to solve them even homework is in ton.

Maths was like a video game for me, Which I always won.

Soon we had to calculate the velocity of bullet from gun.

It became harder and harder that many wanted to run.

Then alphabets jumped into maths and gave electrifying stun.

Solving them sometimes made my burn like the core of sun.

Then comes the Continuous and Comprehensive Evaluation.

Projects, assignments makes our home a creative workstation.

Some lick teacher's feet for better gradation.

Some work hard and earn grades with elation.

Streams are given, then starts the rat race.

Success is the star and outcome of the chase.

Slowing down and failing have no place.

There are many distractions that you want to erase.

But no matter how hard you try they'll remain some trace.

Time runs faster than ever in this confined space.

You'll be stuck if you don't catch up with pace.

Then the long journey of school ends

Now life will be full of new bends.

Everyone will wear masks and make new amends.

Hiding who they really are to the greatest extends.

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Then the student is in the ocean of different degrees.

Trying to choose a way to crack their keys.

For the passionate everything else with freeze.

While others may live at ease.

The journey may be life spending.

Cause the quest for knowledge is never ending.

There's always something that's left pending.

but don't loose hope. You should always be ascending.

Fear is the thing which should be descending.   

Cause it's better to be contending

than lying down and just wasting time pretending.

Looser

What more do you want from me

When the past is proof of my love you see

I don't have the courage to run free

from this pain forever, oh let it be

How much longer will I be able to live without thee,

I'm locked in sea of sorrows and there's no key.

Now don't go around bragging, no

That you've stolen my heart, I'm left with woe.

And I have nothing more to show.

Yes, I'm the looser without a glow.

The one who has given you everything though.

I'm in deep agony and feeling low.

Please don't stop me let the tears flow.

I can no longer continue this.

This is my end, I no longer posses any bliss.

I'm a pessimist. If you care shut me up with a kiss.

Please realize your value in my life, oh miss.

I'm trying to resist the strange love's sensation.

It chills over my skin and feels like sedation.

freezes me up like a winter of hill station.

you gaze and ignore me with no hesitation.

Even our friendship has lost its foundation.

I should let you go.

I better die slow.

If one time you could......__

oh leave it. just remember for you I stood.

Rescue

You appeared in my path

Like a formula in a problem of math

Just in the moment, sorrow gave me bloodbath

I was sailing in a boat where ocean was full of wrath

I saw your eyes in the ferocious sea.

Deeper than the depth of pacific sea.

Suddenly all sorrows were gone and I was free. 

Crescent moon was the witness when "I' changed to "We".

Now you say you're going.

In such a cowardly manner without knowing

Yes, I have fallen in love and bowing.

Please silence this loneliness which is growing.

You came to me life to rescue me

but now you abandon me like a deserted island in sea.

No please, oh no , please don't flee.

lets talk and remember the good times with a cup of tea.

I will fall into the pit of sorrow again.

I don't want to feel this pain.

Soon I won't be sane.

storm will come through my eyes with heavy rain.

Use me, but do not leave me.

I'm falling and I'm down to my knee.

I will embody this loneliness alone.

So I'm a wreck in the end? abandoned and thrown.

Now how useless is my phone!

And I wish it should be blown.

Please come back angel eyes

and release me from this loneliness which ties.

stay with me, I wont tell any lies.

you're leaving me? maybe for you I wasn't wise.